Sometimes I Wonder…

…how real my life is and how much of it is stuff I’ve just made up. I wonder if the things I think and feel, the connections I think I have, the things I think matter are all really just a self-induced illusion and I’m just entertaining and occupying myself until I  die. I have spent so much of my life thinking that everything mattered. I wonder, then, if things would be any easier, any better,  if I discovered that nothing matters, that this is all a ruse I’ve perpetrated in my own mind to give my life meaning and purpose.

I wonder.




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One Response to Sometimes I Wonder…

  1. Urspo says:

    I think you should stop thinking and live each day with love gusto and gratitude; the rest will follow – including meaning.

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