I’m struggling with motivation. I spent the last 4 days lying on the couch watching “Malcolm in the Middle” on Netflix Streaming. Granted, hubby and I have colds (his worse than mine) and weren’t feeling very energetic, but that’s a lot of laying around for me, even with a cold. I did manage to finish a crochet project, shower, and prepare some meals. Aside from that, I was completely unproductive for 96 hours.
There is a list of things I want to do: work on artwork for another show in 2012, play my trombone, go to the gym, work on more granny squares for my afghan, finish bagging and boarding my comics; but I can’t seem to find the motivation to do anything. I’m barely dragging myself out of the house once a week for bowling, let alone work every day.
I know part of it is physical, but I think some of it psychological and emotional. It could be partially seasonal, although it really only got cold today for the first time since we left summer behind; and it could be the med I’m taking to help with my anxiety.
Whatever it is, it is not like me to be so listless and unmotivated to move or produce. I hope it abates soon.