Suffice it to say, I continue to be baffled, frustrated and disappointed by people; continue to wonder why so many others seem far less impacted by the negative actions of others than I am; and struggle with whether I am being too lofty with my expectations of the people I choose to let into my life.
I wish there was a pill I could take that would make me care less about, react better to and lower my expectations of, others. Then things and people wouldn’t bother me so much and I could skip away easily like so many others, nary a care dragged along behind. I want to not mind things as much, I want things to matter less and I want to know what it’s like to not take everything so personally and feel it so deeply.
Bottom line: I’m tired of being me and I desperately want to be someone else. I need the rest.